why is it that at 245 i am awake and all i can think about it pleasing other people? why do we live in a society where our "friends" control our whole social outlook? If you hang with stoners then you must be one... only fat chicks can hang with fat chicks and skinny girls with skinny girls, moms with mom and singles with singles. Is it better to have one or two true friends or a handful of great friends? I personally thought that at one time you should only have one or two friends but dammit that gets really lonely. I am blessed By many friends. great ones too. ya I have acquaintance's also but then answer this. why does the drama start? why is it so hard to fathom that there is enough room in ones heart to love everyone. is the world so closed to love that loving more than one becomes a sin?(I'm talking friends here not husbands) that i must be forced to choose who's feelings get hurt that day. its a whole lot of childishness if you ask me. I see it everywhere even in the grade schools. " this friend is mad at me because i sat by this friend today and not her" No wonder society as a whole is so fucked up.
We teach our children to love and laugh yet we also teach them the bad jealousy and social morals.yet as adults it can resort to grade school.. if all i need to know i learned in kindergarten really applied then we would see even adults striking up conversations with complete strangers, like children in a school yard. they don't care how you look etc they just wanna invite you to "play" I'm that person who strikes up conversations with complete strangers. human nature is to be social yet, you get looked at like you are a freak of nature. How dare you talk to someone you don't know! And elevators, WTF why does no one talk in an elevator? can someone answer that.
In a world where we need to love one another and stop all the drama and fighting. we continue to breed a new generation who carry on the genes. why do children imitate each other? cause were all a bunch of dam monkeys locked in this one big cage and god forbid us all to get along. bullshit. I say, talk to who you want when you want, if they or someone else don't like it poo poo to them that is their problem not mine. the only people i shall please today is me, my husband and my children. to the rest they are on their own cause i cannot hold the weight of all that on my shoulders. I refuse to. its time to put on your big girl panties and deal with it. or tuck your tail between your legs and go home.
I am sorry that you are feeling like you have pressure to choose between friends. I hope I never make you feel that way. You are a special person with special energy, so you pull people towards you! We all love you!
ReplyDeleteI like the name Kruiser btw...fits ya perfectly.